If I had a twin, maybe she would be named “Margaux”, the name that should be named to me if only my second cousin named Margaux was born after me. My mom said her parents picked Margaux first so I was named this way.
“Mary” – means pure, immaculate. White.
“Louise” – means warrior, battle maiden, field leader, so on…
I preferred Margaux to be my name rather than those two. But I don’t know how I would be called. Maybe the “Loi” thing wouldn’t be born too. I like it aside from it’s just a one-name policy followed by my surname. I don’t really like two names sticking with each other. Also, it would be cool to have a letter X living in your name. It would seem cool.
Plus, my mom said…before me, she conceived twins. Only that they went out before 9 months so they didn’t make it. I was kind of sad. Of course, I could imagine the fun if they were here with us. I told Mom maybe if they lived maybe I wasn’t born anymore. She said if I wasn’t born, I was one of the twins that she bore. She said if I wasn’t born, she would lose a daughter that has a talent to impersonate almost anyone that she would like to imitate. Okay. Somehow I can be touched, but the impersonate thing is—well. TRUE. Hahaha
So how about the twins? We will always miss them. My mother never knew what their genders are. Their organs haven’t formed yet to determine their sex—which clearly explains how early they went out of my mom’s womb. We offer a mass for them every September 26.
Geez. Maybe if they were girls, one of them is named Margaux.
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